i am thinking that every meets and good-byes makes me so depressed. there is a moment to meet new people, but i also have a time when i have to say good bye to people who probably won't see anymore or can't see.
how can i be? i was hoping that clock wouldn't be ticking ever again. but it won't stop. i guess i should accept what is going on. and appreciate my life, fortune and unfortune whatever they are.
but i really dont want to lose anyone and anything that i have got from my life. is it selfishness? maybe i am cowardly.